serenity and such

i'm really bad at peace, "letting go to divine providence" (thank you dkn)
i am bad at trusting god and letting that still my heart which leads me to feeling unqualified as a christian (so to speak) and that causes more anxiety. It's like a vicious cycle and i'd like to use the term here though i don't think it applies, it's seductive destruction (keller's terms).

anyway, a couple things i want to work on - diligence and inner peace with god. Jesus - show me the way?

love,

hang