here i go again. god take away this feeling of neediness. help me obey you in ways i can not imagine. I am ever so grateful for this day and all days before exams. Perhaps i will endlessly take exams and will endlessly remember that you are in control and the lives you have taken away (the breaths you have ended) are for a greater purpose. I know I'm in a good place because you are here. Constantly i am failing. constantly i am afraid of myself. constantly i fail to trust my instincts because i don't believe i am safe in your hands.
with time, will you continue to show me the truth despite my stubborness.
dad - i love you.
family - i miss you.
balance - find me.
future - stun me.
friends - we are so far apart.
relationships - why so great and so horrible at the same time?
why do issues of relationships plague me? quiet my spirit.
the end.
Breathless
5 years ago
