TODAY I went back to Afsoon's apartment in college park (nearly a year after learning that my dad had died alone). You know, I'll probably never be able to put the guilt and shame to rest, but I have learned to let death be one end of something that I cannot spend time worrying about. That probably makes no sense; it's about have tigers at both ends and staying right where you are to grab a strawberry from the vine and enjoying it.
Today, we did yoga and we meditated. It was a very beautiful meditation and I'm want to hold on to that for awhile.
10 more days and school is out. 10 more days and I'll be in Viet Nam with my friend exploring 101 things.
today, there was also an NPR special about 150 people max life's relationships. would love to get a copy of that.
today, i will keep studying till bed. so no more distractions?!
sweet dreams.
